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"August" is taken from the album 'Psychosis of Dreams' by the artist Leandrul.

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I lost my head in August
I fell from grace, couldn’t be my mother’s daughter anymore
Was it the race?
The chase that never seems to end
Was this the plan?
To ache and ache but never ever mend?
for a while, my soul had disconnected from my brain
for a while I could hear myself calling my own name
coming home was painful and psychotic
like the blades I took to slide through all the skin I had disowned
For these scars will I ever ever ever be atoned?
I took to writing pages
The words I write dance around me like a million silhouettes
Clean white sheets-ones just like Mother always spreads
To fall asleep is to never let this reverie end
for a while, my soul had disconnected from my brain
for a while I could hear myself calling my own name
coming home was painful and psychotic
like the blades I took to fly through all the skin I had disowned
For these scars will I ever ever ever be atoned?

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from Psychosis of Dreams, released March 5, 2021
Written, recorded and produced by Leandrul.

Artwork by Crosby Morgan and Bram Eulaers.

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Leandrul Seattle, Washington

Leandrul is another word for Oleander, a poisonous shrub that grows commonly all over southern California, where Crosby Morgan (aka Leandrul) grew up. Written, recorded, produced, and performed solely on her own in Seattle, Morgan's music is energetic and cathartic. She is currently focusing on staying mentally healthy & writing her next album, Choose.

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